HI =)
Monday, February 09, 2004
Friday, November 21, 2003
i've been thinking of a way to phrase it
seem to never find the words to say it
but it's true to say
i've been occupied by other things
how could i think that you wouldn't notice
the absence of our closeness
realizing now
i will never let it happen again
as i sit here contemplating
bout our love that's slowly fading
so insensitive
didn't hear you calling out for me
if i could change the past i would do
everything to show i appreciate you
open up your heart
let me help you fall in love again
my friend, 'cause now i
now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings
(now i) and now i realize
that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it
and now i realize
that you are my everything
seem to never find the words to say it
but it's true to say
i've been occupied by other things
how could i think that you wouldn't notice
the absence of our closeness
realizing now
i will never let it happen again
as i sit here contemplating
bout our love that's slowly fading
so insensitive
didn't hear you calling out for me
if i could change the past i would do
everything to show i appreciate you
open up your heart
let me help you fall in love again
my friend, 'cause now i
now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings
(now i) and now i realize
that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it
and now i realize
that you are my everything
Thursday, October 02, 2003
egh. people swear i'm stupid of something. well i can be, but seriously how hypocritical can someone Be? i'm gonna leave this with no names and broad so no unwanted drama starts. i just need to Express this Anger.. well not anger but irritability i guess u can say on this.
WELL friends, it's obvious i have lied before. who hasn't?? whether it be a small or big one. en i honestly have learned that it gets you nowhere and there's NO POINT. so i Don't lie. not even if it will and can get me out of things. because it's stupid. but once someone keeps telling me how dumb i am for lying, and then lie themselves directly to me seriously has some issues. that's WRONG. i have lost so much respect for YOU. don't go telling me what to do.. whats morally right and wrong.. then just contradict yourself. i don't see what people think these days.. or if people even DO think. well, that's it! :) too bad you're never gonna know who or what i'm talking about. it's not important it's just for me so late~
WELL friends, it's obvious i have lied before. who hasn't?? whether it be a small or big one. en i honestly have learned that it gets you nowhere and there's NO POINT. so i Don't lie. not even if it will and can get me out of things. because it's stupid. but once someone keeps telling me how dumb i am for lying, and then lie themselves directly to me seriously has some issues. that's WRONG. i have lost so much respect for YOU. don't go telling me what to do.. whats morally right and wrong.. then just contradict yourself. i don't see what people think these days.. or if people even DO think. well, that's it! :) too bad you're never gonna know who or what i'm talking about. it's not important it's just for me so late~
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
Sunday, June 01, 2003
LETS SING A SONG:
blaque - this aint us
i never thought there'd be a day
when i would have to question if you
really want to continue together
how did it ever get this way
when just a week ago we were planning our lives
you spent alot of time away from home
and all i can do is try to hold you longer when were together
you tell me that it's still the same
but lookin in your eyes i know somethin aint right
coz i know
this aint us, this isnt us
you gotta tell me how i made the love disappear in your heart
and tore us apart.. baby this aint us
this isnt us
you broke my heart many times, dont know who to trust
i never thought there'd be a day
when i would have to question if you
really want to continue together
how did it ever get this way
when just a week ago we were planning our lives
you spent alot of time away from home
and all i can do is try to hold you longer when were together
you tell me that it's still the same
but lookin in your eyes i know somethin aint right
coz i know
this aint us, this isnt us
you gotta tell me how i made the love disappear in your heart
and tore us apart.. baby this aint us
this isnt us
you broke my heart many times, dont know who to trust
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
i <3 Ruben. and Clay! they both sing well! that`s all. only 15 more days of being an 'ugly sophomore..' BYE!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
it is HOT . school is ugly. only 16 dreadful days left. then f'n summer school. i`m in such a bad mood! i`m not even writing in my recent blog right now.. how odd. that`s how mad i am. i hate when people try to mess around w/ me when i`m not the the f'n mood. i feel like socking someone. where`s eric i needa sock his stupid arm. he was messing w/ me too. that faget. Aghahgpaiosgg;aejek i`ma eat ice cream then do my damn hw. ima go to prayer meeting today. i`ma start going regularly again. maybe then i`ll be good and nice and not be stupid anymore. i`m so stupid now. BYE
